I think ultimately, it was the part where something was taken away from you that you've done so passionately since you were a little girl. And although I'm at a stage and an age in my career and in my life where you're closer to the end than you are to the beginning, and to be in a moment where you feel or you felt like it could have ended on someone else's voice and someone else's terms was very difficult to accept.
And that's why I fought so hard for the truth to be out. And you don't realize how much you love something and how much something means to you until you lose it for some time. It gave me a chance also to live. And it gave me an opportunity to realize that I had a family that I could have dinners with for months at a time instead of a day at a time, and then have to leave them.
I went to Coachella last year, which
mean, I think it was a year ago. I was like, so this is where this is