It's really hard. I wish you hadn't said it, cuz it's really hard for me not to cry.
Yeah, I just, I want so badly to do well for him, and,
I miss him so much. He's been such a big part of my life, and I really had hoped that he would be alive to see me. But, I know he's watching and I know that he's going to help me. And I'm gonna win for him. I'm just gonna lay it all out there.
I'm gonna give it everything I have and whatever happens will happen. I'm not gonna be nervous. I know he's looking out for me and I think that actually gives me a lot of peace of mind.